anothersketch

I haven't painted In a very long time because I have been too busy but I have been to busy because I have been content with what is going on in my life. Not saying I am not happy but I am finally painting again. Not because it's something to do but because I have to. I have to get feelings out and that is how I do it. Painting.

as an artist, i never really know what im doing. when i paint i just go with it and any mistakes i make i dont really fix, i just let stuff flow out and i feel its sloppy work, but i dont really know techniques. i just draw and paint. i hardly sketch out what im going to work on because i can never get the "final copy" to look any better than the sketch would. so i really dont know what i am doing anytime i paint or draw, i just experiment n have fun. for the experienced artists, did you have this when you started and did your skills develop enough to where you know what your doing or do u still just let it flow. does anyone else experience t

sometimes im dying inside but no one is there to listen. along with my hopes, my creativity falls into a black hole and there is nothing i can do. im not sure what to do anymore truly. my dreams get worse and begin to pollute my thoughts while im awake.